whats wrong with me? school is terrible; it feels like the rs no drive for me. i would set aside an entire weekend to catch up and do work but what I'd really be doing is finding an excuse to not do work. all i did this morning was listen to music while i spaced out in front of an open notebook and a pile of books. I'm connecting more and more to the songs on my ipod, like they were made specifically about me and how i feel; mostly BLACKLISTED.
i don't know whats going to happen next. i already decided that its too late to try to save my grade in English, i don't think I'll be going to that class anymore. the only class that matters, at the moment, is math is math because its easy to me and I'm used to the structure of a math class (take notes, do homework, study for a test, repeat). i just want a job right now. the only thing I'm looking forward to is getting my LPs in the mail that i ordered (menos el oso, abyss (2), and fuck bar culture). fuck, i used to smart.
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