today...

is freekin boring. thanksgiving sucks because i have to stay home with my mom and John and no one comes over; i wanna be out and about with my friends but i'd hate to leave my mom and john alone, id feel nothing but guilt.

so to kill time i'm looking for stuff on the internet that i can say that i want for Christmas. so far i think i one of those American Apperal zip up hoodies would be sweeet (preferably one in black). wait, im gonna check the mail, hopefully my Shipwreck pre order came in...nope, just regular mail...sigh. another something that i really want is Converge-unloved and weeded out; its all of Converge's super rare tracks on a cd. i heard one song and i was blown away, its too bad its only on cd and not LP though.

also, im just gonna put this out cus theres no way i can hide this, i woke up and found out that there was a little spot where i pissed while i was asleep. yeah i wet the bed for the first time in probably ten years-wat!